Bi-gendered individual. Yes, this is something that honestly exists. I suspected it slightly when researching transgendered information for my m.t.f. friend Kayla. (originally male individual) I knew I was bisexual a while back; being attracted to both male and females sexually if you didn't know what that was. Well, bi-gendered means that I am both male and female. Not genetically mind you- that's a hermaphrodite. I am not a hermaphrodite. I am simply someone who identifies as both male and female.
As a male my name is Silver. I am quite happy to be called this name as well. I keep my hair in a low braid with a bell attached to it. The female I am in love with gave me this idea and I've stuck with it. I recently bought her some bells to wear on her wrists and I am so happy that she likes them. I can't stand to look for shiny things for myself when I am identifying as a male. I will look for them for Tess, but I can't think of myself wearing such things. This is a stark contrast to my female self. Pants and plain t-shirts for me please; or loose fitting ones. I would like to find a jerkin or something similar for when I am identifying as male. ~looks round for such a thing~
As a female, Danielle/Dani, am I perfectly comfortable with wearing dresses. In fact I am making myself a steampunk outfit of a corset to be worn outside the clothing, a long ruffled skirt, and I have already made the long pretty silky overjacket. All done with the help of sewing patterns. I want to get a commission done from an old dear friend of mine for another steampunk outfit that he designed for me. I am addicted to gauging my ears, and designing jewelry that is made from pearls, crystals, and other "pretty" things. I wear jewelry, and occasionally make up. My hair is left down, or pulled back in a low ponytail most often. However I do get upset when it's not perfectly straight, and fuss over it. I do not do this when my body says "you are Silver right now."
Me being both Male and Female with finally confirmed when Tess came to visit me just recently. She spent 5 days with me, and a few nights. Camping and the like, not going into great detail on here as that is private. But I will say this- despite the fact that I am happily married to a very handsome, and sexy, red headed male, (Who I am attracted to before you accuse or ask) I did not feel as though I was female around him those 5 days. Not one single moment of it. In fact, I didn't even feel any sexual desires towards him while Tess was here. Only towards her! And...several times I caught myself holding my body as though it was that of a male.
I am not interested in being called insane, bipolar or any of that. I know what I am, and I just recently had it confirmed, and feel as though I need to share this information. It makes me happy to know this, though as I'm typing I'm trying my damnedest to not cry again as Tess isn't here and that makes me sad. I'll deal, as I know she will be visiting again when she can, but still....